Sometimes...

I don't know why I do the things I do or say the things I say or wonder why I care what other people think. It sort of drives me crazy. As soon as I claim not to "care", I realize I do care and it drives me crazy. I guess I'm just not very good about letting things go, letting stuff roll off my back and actually not giving a crap. I guess I'm just not that kind of person - I do care about things - and sometimes I get hurt when I realize that other people don't care the same way I do. It really makes me second guess things like 1) Am I wrong to care; 2) Do I read too much in to things; 3) Am I just out of my freaking mind. And then I end up like this. I once said that I need to learn how to make a decision and stick to it. Well... that issue still remains, I do need to learn how to make a decision and stick to it and only worry about how it effects me and stop dwelling on other people. Its really quite annoying!!

Lean Cuisine doesn't feel like a "meal"...

Its more of a snack!!!!

Just when I thought it couldn't get worse than yesterday...

It has managed to get much MUCH worse today!

Alcohol will be consumed tonight - CALORIES BE DAMNED!!!

Bordering on mental exhaustion...

I can't get over it. It was dead yesterday and today it is nuts. I can't get over it. Actually, I do this to myself. One of these days I'll write a rant about all of this... it won't be pretty!

Cool link of the day!

Airfare Watchdog

Kelwhy is funny today too!

LOL!!

O'Reilly prevails... sort of...

Read here.

Trick's got some new underwear!

I want 'em too!!!

I don't know ... could be a good idea ; )

Little email conversation with my friend regarding her psycho ex and his continued phone calls:

-----Original Message-----> >
From: Melissa
Sent: Wednesday, January 25, 2006 2:09 PM
To: undisclosed-recipients
Subject: hey... whats up?

Long boring day at work today! Anything new with you?

: )

- Melissa


>> On 1/25/06, Dawn A. wrote:> > Nope...same old calls from "it"

-----Original Message----->
From: Melissa
Sent: Wednesday, January 25, 2006 2:12 PM
To: Dawn A.
Subject: Re: hey... whats up?

You should put together like a "greatest hits" cd and see if you can make some money off of it ; )


On 1/25/06, Dawn A. wrote:> Omigod...I almost just spit my soda all over the screen!!!>>

-----Original Message-----
From: Melissa
Sent: Wednesday, January 25, 2006 2:16 PM
To: Dawn A.
Subject: Re: hey... whats up?

LOL!!Didn't some rapper do that? Like he did a song and sampled some of his ex-girlfriend's pathetic voice mails into the recording?I can see it now!!! : )

---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: Dawn A.
Date: Jan 25, 2006 2:17 PM
Subject: RE: hey... whats up?
To: Melissa

You're hilarious!!

OK...

I am officially caught up now and no one has written me with ideas on how to waste the remaining amount of time in my day. Hmmm... actually, maybe I can sneak out of here a bit early since I came in early. That should work.

Been writing a few emails... maybe I should send out a general "what's up" email to my address book. I'm known for those!

Help me!!!

The utter boredom continues. I have one case I need to work on but I'm too bored to do so. Does that make any sense?

Went on Ebay and bid on a cell phone - its one I really want but should probably wait til my contract is up so I can either get it free or seriously discounted. I don't care. I've wanted the thing for months and I HATE my cell phone AND I have Christmas money still to burn!!

Yesterday, purse; today, phone.

Doesn't mean I'll win it. In fact when I get outbid in Ebay auctions I pretty much just let them go. If its meant to be, it will be - ha! So, we shall see. But if I get it at this price it will be sort of a good deal and if I do not, my heart won't be broken either. I'll either find another one to bid on or will simply wait.

I'm sure by the time my contract is up in November there will be something new out there that I will want, but I don't care.

If anyone has any suggestions about how I can "un-bored" myself, please let me know.

And the lunch decision was...

OK ... so it was sort of in the middle... I had a salad with the dressing on the side but I had a cookie too. I couldn't help myself. Its so hard to stay on a diet when you don't have a specific goal. Perhaps I need to set up a series of mini-goals. Hmmm... that might work!

Bored out of my mind!

Can't decide whether or not to give into the darker forces and have some junk to eat for lunch or go eat my Lean Cuisine chicken with rice that is in the freezer. I can really see it going either way right now.

Not too much in my track at work today but the things that are are total nightmares!!

Today

Not a heck of a lot going on today. Customers have been real __________ today (you can fill in the blank yourself).

I have had to put two thru to sales to figure stuff out. A third hung up on me for denying her support when her maintenance contract was expired. Called back a second time trying to get someone else (ha ha- I had already sent an alert message out to the department warning my coworkers in regards to her rudeness, we do that!), the second rep denied her. She proceeded to cuss out the second rep and the rep transferred her to sales. Not sure if she stayed on the line or not. Wouldn't I have LOVED to be on the other side of that conversation?

Anyway, just got back from my "lunch". Went shopping on State Street. Started at Marshall Fields. I wanted to buy a designer purse with some of my Christmas money but everything there - no matter what designer was totally BUTT. If I'm going to spend some money, I don't care how "trendy" it is, I want it to look nice. So went to Filene's Basement instead where I ended up buying a really nice purse which is probably "so last season" (but I don't care), retail was $200 and I got it for $75. You can't beat that.

Thats about it for now. More fun this afternoon here at work!!

Blah...

So much going on right now that is giving me the worst freaking headache! I have this problem I can't resolve at work; I'm working on a little "project" with some friends which is becoming more of a pain than I expected. What I have learned about people today - give an inch, they take a mile. I can't deal with it. I'm just going to have to lead and make the decisions and now people aren't going to like it. Oh well...

On a happier note - what an awesome basketball weekend it was. IU beats Purdue and Duke loses! Does it get any better than that!!??

: )

HA HA HA HA HA!

Boys, men, however ya'all like to be referred to at this point:

LISTEN UP!

Don't even TRY to tell us that how you act towards us "post-breakup" doesn't count. Doesn't count? Yeah, thats bull*&#@! I think one's actions during this time says WAY more than the good times ever said.

I don't care whose fault the breakup was!

If you have a Mac...

Get it NOW!!!!!

Not too much to report

Out with my same friend that I went out with last Thursday night tonight, same place, same time, all of that.

Other than that, not a heck of a lot going on.

Kind of tired and I'm not sure why cause I went to bed pretty early last night!

Diet blow-age!

Well, not really... I just haven't been as good as I was last week but I have a medical condition at the moment that is probably causing that - ugghh... Anyway, using a few "fun points" but as long as I don't go over I figure no harm, no foul?

Is that how you spell foul? I'm not a very good speller as many of my friends know.

Speaking of fouls or whatever, how about the IU-U of I game last night. My Hoosiers won! Whoo-hoo!

Anymore I'm not sure if I get more excited to see the U of I lose or to see Bruce Weber lose. I think it might be the latter actually. What a smug little a$$*&#!

; )